Wednesday, April 8, 2020

If I had Your Face by Frances Cha - Review + reflections on a summer in Seoul




Genre: Fiction

Publisher : Penguin
ISBN: 9780593129463
Rating: 4.5/ 5

As a Londoner, i'm always intrigued by other major cities. I ask myself, 'why would anyone visit here?' and 'where would you even begin?' when I see crowds of tourists on my day to day travels. Which is why a trip to Seoul was all the more intimidating. While I had been looking to visit for the past 8 years or so, the process of putting together a 10-day itinerary that would allow me to delve as deep into the city as possible, beyond the florescent glow of Myeong-Dong, left me in a deadlock.

This is what drew me to Frances Cha's debut novel, If I Had Your Face. I had the time of my life in Seoul. Between visiting Joseon palaces, museums, the city skyline from Namsan Tower and screaming on M Countdown, sitting on a plane from Incheon back to London, I couldn't help but feel i'd done the city a bit of a disservice. Had I focused on my own imagined version of Seoul without giving much thought to everyday Seoulites?

I ended up reading the entire novel in one sitting. It illuminated parts and people of the city which, as an outsider with very limited Korean skills, couldn't really begin to comprehend.

Complex, dark and full of tragic characters, If I had Your Face is a raw candid snapshot of modern day Seoul and the young women living under its lights.

Far from the glossy streets of Gangnam, the four lives of Wonna, heavily pregnant and struggling to meet the demands of raising a newborn, Kyuri, whose pursuit of beauty and status leads to her work in a 'room-salon', her flatmate Miho, an adoptee and art student entangled in the lives of the Korean-American elite and finally Ara, a mute hairstylist with an unhealthy obsession with her favourite idol.

While life in any city can be claustrophobic, each chapter which focuses on a different woman really hones in on the sense of gasping from air and struggling to stay afloat at different points of womanhood, all under the same roof.The financial insecurity of becoming a new mother in a country with some of the longest working hours in the world, Wonna's story focused heavily on the often unsaid troubles of womanhood alongside massaging male fragility

Prevalent plastic surgery and streets lined with clinics in Gangnam were probably one of the most difficult things to contend with while away, which made be gravitate towards Kyuri the most of the four girls. Her motivations, her self-assuredness, coupled with her insecurities which she confides in with Ara, unable to speak aloud following her own personal trauma, was framed wonderfully throughout and spoke volumes about the pressure of keeping up appearances while dealing with the doubt and uncertainty of early adulthood.




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